Sajini Chandrasekera

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Kissing good bye

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I've been loving you day and night
And thinking of you all night long
Cherishing the moments spent together
While embracing memories of our love
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 10:14 AM, ,

Help... they need us

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A 13-year-old K.D. Ishara Madhushani from Kirulapone to take the most drastic measure in her young life -- that of committing suicide. Ishara who walked home from school late that day with her younger sister, had her lunch as usual, says father K.D.R. Prasad Kumara, while mother W. Anoma Perera adds that soon after as was her routine she went into her room. “She wraps a saree around herself, sits her dolls in a row, takes a kotta (cane) and teaches them, walking up and down,” says Anoma. When the family realized that she was in the room for a long time, found the door locked and peeped in through a window, it was too late. Ishara was dead by the time she was taken to hospital and when the we visited their home on Thursday, relatives and friends had gone back to their own homes and the family had given the heel dane in her memory to the temple nearby.
 
Ishara died on September 17, taking the toll of “teenage suicides” one notch higher. Ironically, though the Sunday Times contacted many authorities to check how many teenagers had committed suicide during the past three months, not one had the vital statistics at hand. -  Sunday Times

Why would teens with their whole lives ahead of them decide to kill themselves? It's a question that haunts parents, friends, and even strangers when a teenager commits suicide.
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 9:42 AM, ,

Farewell my friend

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You were a friend I cherish so much  
A friend I looked upon on so many ways 
I hoped our friendship last for ever 
But time has come to say the last good bye
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 10:26 AM, ,

To my hero, my first love

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To my daddy,
 
Thank you for a wonderful letter . While reading it, my eyes filled with tears and heart filled with emotions. I do remember my childhood and how much I adored you. You were tall and was with good physic that you looked like a giant while I looked like a little dwarf . I use to love that giant look in you coz every time I looked up at you I felt protection. In school while I had little arguments with other kids I made you my hero and when I talked about you others kept quite.

Time slowly passed by and you became my best friend. You took me outdoors a lot and made me feel nature. You made me see the world through my eyes and showed me the beauty of all living things. You taught me how to love humans and animals equally and to respect them and most of all you taught me how to love my self.  We both did gardening together , even my little hands were small to dig holes in the ground you encouraged me that I can, and with your words and knowing you there with me , we made beautiful flower beds and watered them . When they bloomed with flowers you proudly said '' angel , your flowers are beautiful as you ''. 
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 10:12 AM, ,

I loved her first

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To my little girl ,

I was thinking of you and I closed my eyes just to feel the touch of your body in my arms for the first time . You were so tiny that I hardly felt you . You were the most beautiful baby I ever saw in my life . I always wanted a daughter to be my eldest and my prayers were answered . I was the most happiest man on earth that day and from the very first day of your life on this world I kept dreaming of your future . It was not easy taking care of you and I baby sat  you when mummy is busy cooking and I loved those moments . I use to take you out doors and show you little birds and squirrels that played in our garden and the leaves that dance in the wind . The breeze always danced with soft silky hair of yours and flocked to your eyes and the little laughs you gave whenever I took you out doors . You were growing up to a beautiful girl and day by day your baby talk became bold in your own way . You , my angel  became my whole world . I loved spending time with you .


I loved telling you stories and I loved playing with you . Every spare time I found I wanted to be with you . I've heard that fathers love daughter's and how true that is . My love to you have no words to explain , it was like a magnetic bond which is in heart . Every time you wanted to be in my arms and you wanted me to put you to bed at night . That was a time that we both enjoyed . I read you a story every night and waited till you slept . I kept looking at my beautiful angel and what a  wonderful woman you'd be one day.  Days turned into months and years and finally it was time for you to go to school. It was the first time you parted from me and your mum and I felt you were frighten , but you were brave enough not to show . 
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 10:24 AM, ,

My little world

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Another day , another night
Not ending arguments all the time
Harsh words hurt so much
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:13 AM, ,

We all deserve but few get

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LIFE...............What a beautiful dream we all had when we were young . The life we saw was a fairy tale and every one was a prince or a princess and life was all about music and dancing. Life was a beautiful music where only laughter and love existed . Cuddled with toys and dressed in pretty frills , pampered and kissed by elders was life . This was our childhood fantasy of life and slowly with growing up , life began to teach lessons and one by one life gave it's thorns . Life changed its course and began to realize that life was not what it was when we were kids .

Growing up into puberty had it's own experiences and even to this day they are beautiful memories and strong friendships . For most of us life starts at this age where we meet new people and share secrets and have fun . Friends become the center of life , and mischief wrapped in laughter becomes a habit in this wonderful addolence age . The best years of life is the school days and how true it is . Still we remember those lovely experiences and all the fun filled things we did ....
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:37 AM, ,

You promised

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You promised to be with me till the end ....You promised to be my strength at hard times ...You promised to love me till death .....YOU PROMISED ...

I trusted all your words and clinged to all your promises . I gave you my heart which was kept locked . I wanted you to protect it as it was part of you . But , you were selfish to hurt me and use me and when i demanded my heart back , you kept squeezing it till it hurt and pain was covered in tears . What happened to that promise of yours ? What happened for me being the only one in your life ?
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 9:52 AM, ,

How you define love ?

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At the very thought of Love we picture a fairy tale like we use to hear in books when we were kids . But is Love perfect all the time i wonder ....Love is a magic between two loving hearts bonded with spiritual feelings . Love is deep understanding of each other and some times a silent sacrifice. Love never comes easy , it's hard work between two individuals who want their relationship to work . Love is a struggle to over come battles and facing challengers but what's most important is in love you do it with the person you Love and together the power of facing obstacles are powerful . Even the most successful relationships have hardest moments and some times it makes you weak but love is about hanging on and not letting go . Hanging on to a person you loved all your life , a person who made you smile and the person who stood with you are all hardships of life .

No Love is never perfect or will be perfect .....Love is a bond between two different people with different life styles , different thinking and different up bringing but what matters most is despise their differences they have become to accept each other and respect their differences , but even in great relationships Love has not always played a great part but the people involve in it had made it work together as a team .
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posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:00 AM, ,

Love, and move on

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My piece on relationship and love and move on earlier appeared at Light Within. Read it here.

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