Sajini Chandrasekera

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Gift of love

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A simple smile curved on my lips as I thought of you. Some times life brings surprises when we least expect and to me you were the greatest of them all. I never plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been sacred  in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it and still every word you said to me is lingered very deep in my heart. 

I still don't know what made my heart stopped at you. Was it your words, or your kindness or was it the dazzling smile or was just you....Maybe it was none of them or maybe it was all of them and what matters is how strong and powerful the bond was........I always believed that finding a partner was easy, but finding a soul mate who synchronize the beat of the heart, who hear the silent notes of the music played in every breath is difficult and though with more differences, we found each other in an unusual way and I still believe it was meant to be...We were meant to meet in this life , not because we love but because we were chosen to and because we are destined by an unseen force above............

posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 7:59 AM, ,

Fragrant Memories

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                                            Photo credits - Riaz Khan

As the dusky night rides down the sky with little diamonds glowing far away,with the silence embracing my heart while my mind was lost as I stared into the little perfume bottle tightly held in my hands. I can't remember how long I stared into this little bottle which had power to open my wounds, still ache deep and which was never healed. Every time I hold this, it reminds me of you.... your smiles, your laughter, your love and mostly you. I remember the day you gave me this perfume bottle with a kiss in my lips, and the sweet nectar of words you whispered  but I never knew that this gift will be such a precious memory of you, I never thought that my heart will ache one day by just holding it and I never thought that you would walk away leaving me alone in my own world. 

There was never a single day I lived without thinking of you and not a single night I kissed your lips and caressed your body in my dreams....not a single moment I forgot you and how you made me feel but today tears run down my cheeks as I behold this little bottle and the few drops of it remain in my hand. I have always loved the fragrance of this liquid and memories of your warm lips on my neck as you take its aroma into your nostrils deep, are still a vivid memory in heart. Ever since you departed from my world, I have used this fragrance only on special occasions as this perfume always reminds me that you are with me, unseen, unheard and untouched ......but deep within you are with and part of me and always be. 

You have embraced my life with endless perfumed thoughts and fragrant memories which I hold dearly to my self. You have enchanted my life with your love which I would cherish with memories of you. My heart is filled with little moments of you, moments I never can let go of .....just like this little bottle I hold dearly as it's precious to me as you are. I have struggle so hard to move on, but my aching heart still hold on to the past we shared  and this little gift will be by my side as your love, your warmth is still with this gift you gave me long ago..............

posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 12:30 PM, ,

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