Could I Have This Kiss Forever ~~ Whitney Houston ft. Enrique
It was another rough day and I felt so alone and lonely. Life has it's own version of heartache and I was in middle of another dramatic event which have exhausted me inside out. Hurting words and painful events were becoming more of a daily routine. Some times it's hard to fight the battle inside me alone and many nights have become sleepless as I have shread the tears on the pillow till it soaked.
Now pain and hurt seems to be passing me each day with out notice as I have gain strength to face them with courage and your love has made me stronger. It has always given peace in heart just to look at you and to pour my tears with out shame. Your love and kindness have held me up at all times of difficulties and your soothing loving words were always a greatest heal to my mind and soul.
Yet it's the magical kiss on my forehead which you give ,every time I need you. The power of that kiss can't be expressed in mare words for with the kiss I feel protection , loved and care. I still remember that it was you who once cuddled me in your arms when I felt afraid and kissed my forehead and said '' This is a magical kiss to say all is well ''........And how true you were, the moment your lips touched my forehead I felt it has done wonders to me. Every time I felt down you made sure you cuddled me in your arms and the magical kiss was laid on me. Like little girl, I ponder in those kisses and believing that all is well after it.
With bitterness in life I was granted with a precious love like you and I honestly don't know what I did to deserve an angel like you in my life but I'm glad that God gave me you as in every step I take with you I feel that I'm blessed and love, and thank you for loving me and being my strength at all hard times......Mostly thank you for the magical kisses which heal all pain and bring back the smiles I lost.
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 5:30 PM,
When I lay in my bed in the night
I toss and I turn dreaming of you
The day to come seems no where in sight
Weeping quietly on my pillow I hold
My heart beats only for you
My eyes wateryand tears flowing
My arms crave to hold you once more
My soul is withering away deep from it's core
I miss you every single day
I miss you so much that my heart ache so
I miss you my love, I miss you all the way
I miss you and I can't take it any longer
I feel that I have lost my way
It's hard to make it through the day
I don't know how I made this long
I don't know how I've stayed this strong
My heart is loudly cry for you
My soul aching out for love so true
Patiently waiting for you to come back
To make me yours for ever again
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 5:25 PM,
I thought of you again and the moment I opened my eyes it was your smile that crossed my mind. How strange we met and how strange we fell in love with each other. It was your words I ponder very much and each day and I waited till you came. They were unforgettable evening of laughs on little jokes and with out any warning you silently crept into my mind. I was not aware what my heart was whispering but slowly I listened to those whispers which echoes your name. Step by step you opened your heart for me to come closer and silently we built a very firm foundation of love, understanding and respect.
There were many times that I wanted to know why we let our selves find each other and create this unique love which exist beyond one's imagination and I still remember when you said that we may never find an answer for what has become our destiny. Our journey together has an unknown story which is yet to be revealed but for what we have become together is more powerful than mare string of words.
There were times we spent hours just smiling with each other, with long chats and funny jokes. Little distractions when your mind was occupied always brought the once buried humor in us. We both had an amazing way of communicating with mind and heart and you once called it soul talk, and yes, you were right all along. It was not the words which were powerful between us but our souls together which has it's own music played where only you and me can hear.
Love is always powerful and we together is one of unique stories love can ever reveal. Some times life has it's own surprises and for us to meet each other over thousand of miles across and despise the distance we fell in love. Many a times we proved that distance is merely a number considering the strength of love we both have reaped. It was God's wish for us to meet and though we take the path to an unknown destiny, we both know we will survive together as friends, lovers and soul mates till the last breath.
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 1:56 AM,
As years go by I have watched the man I ever loved first growing old gracefully. The bond between a father and daughter is far more stronger than any bond which exist. As others even I have not been able to pour out the exact feelings of this amazing relationship but I know that every daughter would feel exactly the same when they are asked about their hero and their first love ,which with out doubt is their father.
No man in the world would love a daughter like a father and he is the only man who will never hurt his daughter in feelings and actions. Father's love and protection is precious to any daughter and to me it was the same. My father became my strength when I struggled in life and the powerful shoulder the lean on when my eyes filled with tears and heart with pain.
Father or as I called Thathi was a great source of strength all through my life and his encouraging words and patience have guided me to all hurdles courage and dignity. His kindness and love have been wrapped around me from the day I was born and he showered me with luxuries all he can effort. As I grew up he became more humble towards me and his understanding about my turbulent years was beyond expectation.
Today I play a vital role of being a mother and a wife and all through the years my Thathi's love remained unchanged as in his eyes still i'm his little girl and to me he'll always be my first love.
Thathi, words will never be enough to say how much you mean to me and how powerful your love is to me. You have been an amazing father to me, to my sister and brother and to have you in my life is a blessing. Today , you celebrate another birthday and my all the blessings of the Gods, give you good health and many more happy years to come. Thank you for being a great father and most of all thank you for loving me unconditionally and never hurting me in any way. May all daughter's in the world be blessed to have a great father like you. Love you with all my heart.
Happy birthday to you .....
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 11:14 AM,
Westlife & Diana Ross- When you tell me
When I need you I close my eyes to the faded memories of us together in a sandy beach, where we ran in the sand and get wet our toes, giggling and laughing like little children who seems so carefree. Walking along with the hands tightly clasped with each other and as the desire burns when our eyes silently steal quick glances of the burning fire in heart
As the moon brightly shines above and as the stars smile at us, I embraced my self more in to your arms, to feel it's warmth and the coldness of your breaths. As you look deep into my eyes with so much tenderness and love, I always loose my self beyond any controls. Your dazzling smile have melted my heart as I keep looking at you with so much love and desire.
Your lips soft on my skin, giving ticklish feelings and arousing me to the highest ecstasy. Touching my bare skin with your strong fingers and your lips exploring my soul, discovering it's sweetness under the moon lit stars. Our bodies have passionately locked with each other as our souls have finally entwine. Your touch have set my heart on fire, raising ever so slowly to build an utmost desire. As the sea waves crash in a distance, we would slowly reach the highest ecstasy together.
It was not our bodies, but our souls as well which played it melodically music in to perfection. Every thing between us was a perfect match and the thoughts and feelings where a perfectly blended with it's out pouring love and care. Some times it's hard waiting for you but for the sake of our love I'll wait my entire life time to see you to be with you and mostly to make you mine from heart, soul and body.
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 7:36 PM,
I still remember the first day we met
I was too shy to say much at all
It's funny to think back to that time
To know how soon decades have gone
You came back at an unexpected moment
Like the wind whispering through the trees
You taught me life time lessons and never to forget
Patiently seeking me to grow in the light of your eyes
You are friend I'm bless to have
A friend who lifted me up
When I loose my way in the dark
You were there to hold me from hurt
When dark storms cloud my heart
When sadness fills my heart
You are there when ever I call your name
It's then I realize the depth of friendship
Our bond is special in every way
It is unique in its own beautiful way
Your care and love had always payed high
And you are some one I could never replace
You are always there for me
When my spirits need a little lift
I cannot thank you enough for that
You are truly an extraordinary gift.
With each passing day we will grow
To make this friendship become stronger
I hope you'll never leave my side
As we celebrate the uniqueness of our gift
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 7:21 PM,
When I was a kid I used to think being in love was something magical, something special. But when I fell for you all my expectations of love shattered. I thought you loved me, you said you loved me, but now you are leaving me for my own good. This is not the fairy tale story I wanted. I loved you, I still do, but now I'm brokenhearted, I let you in, I gave you my all, but despise them all you walked away. You said we'd always be together, and you promised ......
I know there are some things you can't change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings. I know that twists of fate bring people together, And sometimes everything happens for a reason can tear them apart. I know that I will never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart.
I gave you my heart trusting of not hurting..Now it's in pieces and you're no longer around. I know you don't deserve me anymore but I just can't let you go...All those silent moments we shared will always stay in my heart. Now I'm sitting here all alone staring at your pictures which I treasure so much wishing you were here with me, but I know you won't come back and that's what hurts the most.
I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I smile and seem care free, there is no one who misses you...more than me. Sometimes I wish I never became so close to you, that way it wouldn't be as hard saying goodbye.
I'm completely out of words about how I feel about you.. I don't even know why I still love you knowing that you have already broken my heart a hundred times and yet, I am still deeply in love with hope that you'll soon realize how much I really love you and that you'll feel the same way about me too. No matter how many times I tell myself I'm over you, I always still find myself thinking about you and I'll wait all my life loving you silently and waiting for you to come to me again.
posted by Sajini Chandrasekera @ 7:06 PM,