Sajini Chandrasekera

this is where I am at

As you walked away

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When I was a kid I used to think being in love was something magical, something special. But when I fell for you all my expectations of love shattered. I thought you loved me, you said you loved me, but now you are leaving me for my own good. This is not the fairy tale story I wanted. I loved you, I still do, but now I'm brokenhearted, I let you in, I gave you my all, but despise them all you walked away. You said we'd always be together, and you promised ......

I know there are some things you can't change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings. I know that twists of fate bring people together, And sometimes everything happens for a reason can tear them apart. I know that I will never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart.

I gave you my heart trusting of not hurting..Now it's in pieces and you're no longer around. I know you don't deserve me anymore but I just can't let you go...All those silent moments we shared will always stay in my heart. Now I'm sitting here all alone staring at your pictures which I treasure so much wishing you were here with me, but I know you won't come back and that's what hurts the most. 

 I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I smile and seem care free, there is no one who misses you...more than me. Sometimes I wish I never became so close to you, that way it wouldn't be as hard saying goodbye. 

I'm completely out of words about how I feel about you.. I don't even know why I still love you knowing that you have already broken my heart a hundred times and yet, I am still deeply in love with hope that you'll soon realize how much I really love you and that you'll feel the same way about me too. No matter how many times I tell myself I'm over you, I always still find myself thinking about you and I'll wait all my life loving you silently and waiting for you to come to me again.

posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 7:06 PM,


At April 29, 2013 at 8:25 PM, Anonymous Thilini said...

Who left you? This is very emotional inner feelings you have cried out.

At April 29, 2013 at 8:27 PM, Anonymous Kausar Bilal said...

He is not coming back, believe me. Just let the time heal the wound. One you won't find even the slightest trace of pain. Take my words.
Nice and factual post.

At April 29, 2013 at 8:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

If he loved you he would never left you. Every one has mistakes but if the love is true no one can leave the person they love as love it self hold the bond

At April 29, 2013 at 8:34 PM, Anonymous Power Angel said...

Any one can love you but no one can leave you Saj, so who is this for? I'm curious

At April 29, 2013 at 8:38 PM, Anonymous Niroshini said...

Love is never guaranteed back and love hurts. If he walked away let him go b'coz every second of day he would be living a life with sadness and pain.Memories of love will haunt him and every time he close his eyes he will see the woman he loved so much. If the bond is strong, he will surely come back for you....

At April 29, 2013 at 8:40 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Let him go, he is not worth it....I'm available, after all who can't love a beauty like you. lovely post and a beautiful picture of you

At April 29, 2013 at 9:00 PM, Anonymous Zoya said...

There are so many fish in the sea, why bother with one who left. Next time you would be more luckier :-)


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