Trapped feelings
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Slowly a stranger crept into my life without any warning that he is going to make me to be lost in my own emotions. A quite friend in a distance was walking towards me in an irresistible friendly manner capturing my heart with a little spark which made me unguarded of my own self for a moment.
When and where has no answer as only the little friendship we built made us good and best of friends. I love the little jokes you shared with me and the smiles you gave me. I like the nick names you called me and the little arguments that cross our paths on and off. It was one of a kind friendship filled with laughter and companionship.
I love the beautiful smile that curves your lips but I'm afraid to love you. I'm afraid of its consequences and I feel my heart is fragile in front of you. I'm so afraid to get close to you, feeling that I can't win your heart forever. I fear that you will love me for a while and will let me go in time, leaving a broken heart and painful memories. I keep ignoring these little voices of my heart, but I have come to realize that my heart has no control of me as it already belongs to you.
I know one day you will hurt me as no one ever had, but I will keep on looking for comfort in your smile and in your words. You have held my heart so strong that I can't pull it back. I know somewhere deep inside there's place for me, but I don't know whether I'm in the path of finding it. All I know is though my heart belongs to you, yours belongs to mine but deep inside I'm battling with my own emotions to know where you belong. I feel I'm trapped in my own feelings for you. I'm trapped in your smile.....I'm trapped in your words and I'm trapped in you...
posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:41 AM,
6 Comments:
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At December 5, 2012 at 12:02 PM,
said...
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When love knocks you get trapped, beautiful post
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At December 5, 2012 at 12:04 PM,
Power Angel said...
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Lovely as always and how true that people we love trap out hearts
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At December 5, 2012 at 12:39 PM,
Niroshini said...
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Are you ?
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At December 5, 2012 at 7:04 PM,
Kausar Bilal said...
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Sajini, I can't tell you how amazing and heart touching your post is! It is a beautiful reality with a lot of risk.:)
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At December 8, 2012 at 5:24 AM,
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Amazingly written. Aren't we all in someway or form somewhere...
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At March 21, 2014 at 10:21 AM,
Nazir Khan said...
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It is absolutely true reflection one feels in such a situation.it has to happen whatever the calculation and precations one will take.Really not a thought but reality.
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