Sajini Chandrasekera

I closed my eyes just to feel this beautiful piece of music and wondered how close theses words to our own story. Though I keep mesmerizing every single moment I spent with you and still keep hanging on to those unforgettable memories of our encounter. As tears rolled down my cheeks, I kept running to the time I use to hold your hand and feel your kisses, a time which gave the most precious memories which I behold very deep in  my heart. 

I loved you bearing all your imperfections and I gave all of me because all I ever wanted was your happiness and your smiles. I always loved to see the most beautiful smile on your lips and I know you also gave all of you to me. We shared deep dark secrets together, heartache and pain, smiles and laughter....nothing was left not shared, not heard or not said. We shared each other so much and that much and tears pour down when I remember every single moment with you so vividly. It's so hard to forget all of what you gave me and all of you as you left with so much to remember, to be hold in a very deep place in my soul. 

There are endless of times that I just stared into empty space and think of you and I still miss you so much. Words can't express how much I loved you but maybe you never understood the depth of it or may be you never cared enough to understand. It's strange how much happiness you gave me and in a short time how hurtingly you took them all away from me. Some times I wonder if I had loved you more and you have loved me less. Some times I wonder if I cared too much or too less and some times I wonder if you ever had loved me at all. 

Part of me will always remain with you as part of you is still with me. You and I can't forget the time we both existed in our lives or the beautiful time with endless of memories. Those magical kisses still lingers on my forehead while those silent moments dance on my mind. The giggles we shared and the stolen moments are still fresh in my soul with every single curve of your face still holds a deep place in my heart. I don't want to forget all of you my love or I don't want to forget you at all and still when I close my eyes it's you I see and your kisses I feel. Let me keep all of you with all of me and let me live with all what you gave me, cherishing every single moment I spent with you, loved you and cared for you............


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