Sajini Chandrasekera

this is where I am at

Through my window
Monday, August 11, 2014

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As I looked at the full moon through my window, the beauty and the glow and the little stars surrounding swiped out all my emotions with the memory of you and my heart felt an unbearable pain. As the eyes poured the pain in tears, helplessly I walked back to the past which don't belong to me or us anymore.....

Through tears I smiled as even for a short period you loved me, you truly loved me and I knew that. I loved you so dearly and you felt that. I held on to you tightly thinking I belong there, forever but I was wrong. You never belong to me or we to us, we belonged only to a time in our life which is unforgettable in our whole life. Every little scar has left with an untold story to the world but to you and me every scar is a mark of our love and our time together.

I wish I could still bury my head on your chest for a long moment while I felt your fingers dancing on my hair. As I close my eyes to search your love in silence. For hours we had stayed in each others arms listening to music which we share together. Each song has our story and every lyric made us remind who we are. As your lips gently touch mine, I knew that my heart would never stop at another man ever again and yet they are all lost in just a memory. All the magical touches you have left me with is all that will remain of you and I still look over my window and the stars above thinking that you will walk back to me one day.....

posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:00 AM,