Sajini Chandrasekera

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Shattered dreams

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Some hearts are broken and mended, others are shattered and torn, although it was never intended, for love is eternally sworn,  I've cried and prayed and pleaded, for love to hold it's ground, hope was all I needed and pain was all I found.

When I was a kid I used to think being in love was something magical, something special. But when I fell for you all my expectations of love shattered. I thought you loved me, you said you loved me, but now you'r leaving me for someone else. This is not the fairy tale story I wanted. I loved you, I still do, but now I'm brokenhearted, I let you in, I gave you my all, but you just played with my heart, you lied. You said we'd always be together, you promised we'd always be together and you slowly walked away laving me helpless.

I know there are some things we can't change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings. I know that twists of fate bring people together, and sometimes everything happens for a reason can tear them apart. I know that I will never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart. Sometimes I wish I never became so close to you, that way it wouldn't be as hard saying goodbye.

Promises are meant to be broken, the truth is hard to find, dreams are put aside for a chance to love, but even that was a lie. Now my heart is broken and I don't know who to trust, you can believe in me, look into my eyes, I will be here for you, stay strong , stay true. The future is bright we can do anything just me and you is all I believed but how quickly you shattered all my dreams so heartlessly.

No matter how many times I tell myself I'm over you, I always still find myself thinking about you...I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I smile and seem care free, there is no one who misses you...more than me. I'm completely out of words about how I feel about you.. I don't even know why I still love you knowing that you have already broken my heart a hundred times and yet, I am still deeply in love with hope that you'll soon realize how much I really love you and that you'll feel the same way about me too.

Ones upon a time I gave you my heart and now it's in pieces and you're no longer around. I know you don't deserve me anymore but I just can't let you go. All those moments we shared will always stay in my heart. Now I'm sitting here all alone staring at the pictures we once took wishing you were here with me, but I know you won't come back and that's what hurts the most.......   
                            

posted by Sajini Lakshika Chandrasekera @ 11:42 AM,

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